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On Wednesday the 25th of April 2007, my beloved friend Mr 2nd Set of Physics Notes went missing. I am so sorry for not taking better care of you. I do not know who abducted you. I only left you for a mere 45 minutes.. I am so sorry. You were full of information and inspiration and guidance. You represented hours of finger muscle flexing and careful diagram drawing. You were my guiding light... So yellow and binded. But on that fateful day, someone had to take you away. I do miss you dearly, and I wish you would come home to me. (You do know where I live, no?) Your pal Mr 1st Set of Physics Notes is so heartbroken his cover is blue-er than ever. He sits so quietly on the red chair, hoping that you will come home someday, somehow...

I spent the next 2 days searching for you, to no avail. I really do not know what could have happened to you. My last hope is that someone picked it up and sent it to the College reception, the only place I have not looked. But I find it so puzzling that in 45mins, someone would have picked it up.

I am so sad. I will mourn your disappearance.. I hope that if you are still out there and have not yet been incinerated, that you will look at the moon at night and think of me. Transmit those waves of intelligence so that I can remember what I penned down on your pages.

Mr Low very kindly gave me a new set of notes. But he will not be as special as you. I MISS YOU MR 2ND SET OF PHYSICS NOTES. PLEASE COME BACK HOME ): BE FOUND.

ORRIGHT. Enough mourning over loss. Scatterbrain people like me.. sigh. Bad karma perhaps. Must be my punishment for being late and doing so badly for all my tests.

Past 2 days have been a little happier. Thanks to some wonderful people in school. Days like these that I feel so fortunate to be surrounded by such angels. Now if only happiness would last.

My stomach is bursting. I think I don't really like eating. I miss eating and enjoying and not feeling like throwing up after that.

PAMMIE SENT ME MAIL! :D THANKS PAM. The front of the card reads,

how beautiful it is to do nothing,
and then rest afterwards
-Spanish Proverb

HAHAHAHAHAHAH. omg. sorry HAHAHAHAHAH. That is my favourite quote ever. Pam! I miss the fat machine! Beautiful scenery. Shopping at Jesmond. AHHH.

Yay tonight I am feeling happy. Lots of work to be done. I have to fight. FIGHT. Start small.

"Don't be disillusioned".

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you